phew.. finally to get e post after my viper up... cant post it up e past few days.. sth is wrong man... hmm anyway.. shall try to updatefrom where i left.. oh ya, after tat day at borders.. we went to hmv there to eat.. bb suggested hving marche.. but marche is no longer known as marche... had change to a restaurant by e name village.. but then e food n payment style all remain e same leh.. dunno why also... after that we actually wanna look at the xmas lightings one.. but then rainy sia. then 1930 liao e road still dark dark.. in e end no see then we go home liao... went to stay over at bb place.. we rented a dvd to watch.. it's underworld revolution.. wah.. very nice lor.. keke.. after that go oor oor liao... eh... then i cant rem wat wedid e next day... n after that is work work n work lor...

hmm...today is 19th.. tat means it's abt a week since i last type my blog lor... okok.. shall try to keep it short n see how much i can rem abt e past week...

- ting suffer pay cut... which means i gotta lighten her load in e hsehold expenses part.. cos cant possibly ask her to pay e same amt when she suffer a paycut right? if i realli do that, then i am a very bad sis... therefore i told her to pay me 200 less n i will try to cover e 200 part for her.. cos cannot 1 shot cut too much.. cos i need to hv reaction time also... hmm... think she understand too... haha.. u noe, last time when we were younger, we were like enemies lor.. but now, as we grow older, we learn to respect each other n also to talk and understand each other... this is really gd u noe... cos whatever happens, u noe that families are the one whom u can fall back to... and like what i told ting.. life is just like a sine wave... there's up n down.. when u are at e highest pt.. there will come a time when u will fall.. but as u were falling to e lowest pt, something will pick u up again.. it's just like e chinese saying.. "Sai Weng Si Ma, Yan Zi Fei Fu".. so i guess we gotta look on e bright side.. well... what can u see at e dark side? nth, why? cos it's too dark sia... lol...

- feeling quite vexed for few days.. but now ok liao.. dunno why.. think once awhile i will be like tat.. funny sia...

- brought both my cousins shawn n xavier out for a chit chat.. cos both of them studied in same class but hv lotsa conflicts.. trying to solve their conflict in school.. hmm.. so bring them out for makan n talk to them.. spend almost close to 100bucks but half of it i sign credit cos this mth i am broke...

- went to watch royale casino with emily... a very nice show.. lotsa action... e story line not too bad... n i like bond's blue blue eyes.. so nice... maybe shld get myself a pair of colour contact lens soon.. lol...

- so much for e happy stuff... there's a bad news i gotta share.. my father's younger brother had passed away.. he was a 2WO with e RSAF. the news appeared in e papers too.. wat hit us was that he doesn't hv any illness n he is a very sporty person.. why on earth will he suffered from heart attack (what we felt, cos he complain of chest pain then collasped) life is too unpredictable... we were all sadden by e news.. kept e news from ting who had went bangkok from holiday.. cos did not want her to worry, intend to tell her whe she is back... cos e funeral is on tues n ting coming back on monday.. but gong gong emily go n tell her when she called back this morning.. then she sms n scold me said i hide from her.. but my intention was gd lor.. think she will understand lor... applied for oil on tues.. to attend e military style funeral which my uncle deserved... cos he passed away in his uniform.. e funeral will be held in 3pm.. i was on pm shift so i gotta take off.. i'm glad that my superior understands,,,

- ok, so much for now,, will blog again soon...
- haiz.. hope that 10th dec will come soon... cos this mth no money... praying that yr end bonus will be a fat fat one... n i guess this mth i will sign credit alot alot.. cos no cash to spare... argh.. someone save me... wink wink.. u noe who u are... ekekek...

n here i am, without slping... i am out at orchard.. to be exact, coffee bean @ borders.. haha.. so bo liao right?
reach home at abt 9 in e morn after duty.. bath, on my lappy n watch anime.. wanna relax then go to slp when tired.. but overheard mama n popo phone conversation.. my cousin steve had been hospitalise and need to undergo an operation.. popo was hoping that either emily or may can accompany her to go KKH to visit him. but both emily n may were not available... so i offer myself to accompany popo there lor... see i very good right? lol... took cab down, reach there at ard 1130.. we hang ard for awhile then we called uncle alan... he n aunt peggy was nearby so he came n pick us up.. we had jap food for lunch.. wah.. very classy restaurant... e chopsticks is not normal chopstick lor.. it's silver u noe.. so high class.. forget to see e name of e restaurant.. but it's beside united square.. if someone want to give me a treat, i can always bring u there.. lol... well, after that, i met up with BB, here he is playing bleach on e psp n i am here blogging away on my macbook.. funny hor...

it's rainy... tht can see e christmas lightings later.. but if e rain dun stop, i think it will be hard lor... hmmm.. realli dunno wat to do in singapore... nth special to do... haiz.. very sian.... feeling very sian past few days... dunno why... haiz.. haiz.. more haiz...

hmm.. oh ya, went to mediacorp to catch shiyu on superstar recording... wah.. it was fun... he got e 2nd highest score tat night.. 33.. not too bad.. after that we went to mac for supper... those present were weifu, xiaobai, jeremy, diya, shiyu, alexis n myself.. chat n eat til ard 12plus then we went back.. long time no hang out like tat liao.. haha.. find that they are realli a bunch of interesting pple.. enjoy their company...

was on mc o e 8th.. gastric n vomit... haiz.. once in awhile it will happen to me.. din realli bother abt it cos i tht it will go away.. but it din, so i end up taking mc... think sth is realli wrong with my gastric.. if not why once in awhile will like tat leh.. but i am too timid to go for e scope... haha... wait till "something" happen then see how lor...

omg... it says here that my mac could not connect to blogger.com, saving and publishing may fail... pls pls.. let me post this up.. dun waste my effort....

These pics were taken by trial n error.. u noe it when u r there.. we did a pretty gd job... lol



makan time... yum yum..



Yummy food in KL.. yum yum yum...



Me with a macau style beef burger.. it cost less than 2sgd!!! lol..


Gerrard n myself... Celcom advertisment.. lol.. got tv version also.. cool


Came back from KL yesterday...
e fact u r seeing this post just means that i am safe n sound... haha... back in my beloved SING-A-PORE!!! yeah yeah!!!

Phew.. had a great time over there... though was feeling abit worried when walking on e streets in KL.. aha.. cos scare pple want to rob us mah... so we wear till very "lok kok" lol.. then they wont target us... phew... KL is simply a shopping paradise.. bought 2 pair of shoes, a bermudas, a laptop carrier, psp games, lotsa food stuff n ermm... oh ya, a bermudas for bb too.. eh... still got wat?? oh ya, wanna get some blink blink stuff but cant see anyone i like.. then wanna get a backpack.. but dun hv new one.. e last piece got some defects so i dun wan lor... in short.. great.. May also bought alot of stuff, caps, jeans, shoes etc etc... haha we both were very happy shopping shopping, eating eating, shopping shopping n eating eating.. lol...

haha.. took quite a nr of pics too.. if more pple go, shld be more fun than e fun we had.. lol... hmmm... cant wait to upload some pics for all to see.. so i've already prepare some liao.. u guys n gals can see them in a while...

haiz.. holidays are over... time to get back to work as a full pledge 55 specialist...
e first thing is to makan my offday... today is still my off sia.. but hv to go back to camp for some fruit festival stuff.. dunno how long it will drag man.. sian.. but bo bian.. who ask me go sign on right? n with e pay i am drawing.. think this is one of e few sacrifices i had to make... haiz.. luckily for me, i just grumble abit then im ok liao.. lol...

hmmm.. next is, i think after 55, my roles n responsibility will change bah.. think will be getting more n more tasking?? maybe?? lol i dunno.. but i will just take things as they come... haha.. got feeling like slowly becoming a senior sia.. haha.. but still i dun look like one.. hahaha.. jia liat.. if i say i am childish, i am not exactly childish... cos my thinking is rather mature mah... hmmm.. then how shld i put it? i just dun look n behave like a 25?? haha... n oops.. i'm going to turn 26 in just matter of mths... jia liat.. reaching 30 soon.. how sia?? when i am 30, it's just nice that my contract is ending.. will get pp2? i dunno... haiz... n am wondering what would i acheive by then... i've plans.. but would i be able to achieve it? hopefully i can... lol.. okok.. stop thinking of these things now... haha... oh yes.. i'm still abit shock surprised that i got e merit award.. this is my 1st award in saf sia.. so happy.. now e award sits nicely on one of my cupboard.. keke... i am so happy n proud of myself... hehe.. hope u guys n gals dun think that i am boasting ok.. cos this is my 1st award in saf, so i am realli very happy n pleased with myself lor.. keke.. no other meaning.. kekek..

hmm.. bb, coming up soon.. he just went to trim his hair.. i hvn see him yet.. dunno how he will turn out.. lol...
ok... shall post this piece up now with photos...
enjoy n tata

55 Cse finally ended today with a BANG!!!
Shawn n Hokkaido were late... very very late...
suppose to be in class at by 0750... but they turn up @ 0830h...
wo peter was very angry.. cos we tried to cover up for e both of them by not telling e instructors that they are late. but they knew it eventually.
phew... alan kena also, cos he was e class ic n he din report.. poor chap.
had our debrief n it lasted for 3 hr... faint...
we then headed down to e auditorium to rehearse for our gradution ceremony, n i practice my speech for a few times... was ok during e practice but when e actual event started, i was nervous.. but i think i did pretty well overall.. lol..
Hmm.. a very happy day for me.. cos we pass out as a whole cse.. hmm.. will we go our separate ways after today? i hope not...

yesterday was john wedding, he was my batchmate from 34 n 45 cse.. well, din expect him to invite me cos after 45, we seldom got e chance to meet or talk.. but i am really glad that he invited me.. haha.. at least showed that he still regard me as a fren, csemate mah... keke.. n meet up with quite alot of pple there too.. had an enjoyable nite n dinner... n had lots of fun too... in e end, Tony drove lenny, shawn n myself back to our resective place.. tks tony... haha.. e ktv session might hv to wait till emily finish her o lvl first... haha.. dun worry, got chance de ok...

hmm.. past few days had been very busy.. test, presentation, test presentation... stay till 11plus close to 12 on one of the day for our ops preparation... was realli very tired.. but e tht of working together as a cse n passing out soon kept me going.. so though it's tough, it's still fun...

hmm... i'm going to miss my 55 cse... we've spent 4 weeks n 4 days together, learning, sharing, hving fun n having stress together.. lol it was simply great... cant wait to go for another upgrading cse soon...

hehe... n yes, i did pretty well for e cse too.. got e merit award... haha.. was rather pleased and proud of myself... cse b4 e cse, i was actually quite stress, as i am e oni gal in e cse.. my thts were that generally, guys will hv a better technical b/grd compare to gals.. so i tht that i would lose out alot in this cse.. however, i told myself that no matter how hard, i do not want to be e last in e cse.. i set a target for myself.. tat is to be at least e nr 6 out of 16 candidates.. haha.. n i did it.. i was 2nd to alan, my cse ic.. even my cse commander was happy for me.. hehe.. cos during our end of cse interview, he actually mentioned that he was quite worried for me initially, but then he was surprised and also happy to see me do so well.. haha, then he ask me how i do it.. i just told him wat i had written early n in order not to lose out to the guys too much, i just had to put in extra extra effort to make sure that i can catch up.. n well i did... keke.. so i am very proud of myself.. keke.. n of cse.. i must tks e instructors.. cos without them, we wont be here.. also gotta tks my lao da, james n also johnsen.. keke.. cos i will ask them for advices and help when i encounter prob in e cse.. tks guys...

keke.. had a little celebration with bb n emily.. haha.. emily treat us to drink soft drinks, bb treat us to dinner which consist of gong bao tian ji, bbq stingray, bbq big head, rice n porridge.. yum yum.. realli nice lor... haha n myself? i oni sponser $8 dollars for e meal... lol... n yes.. bb suppose to sponser me for my kl trip lor... cos he cannot go with me lor... but he hvn sponser me sia... keke.. but he said when i come back will hv liao.. woot.. i shall spend spend n spend then come back n claim from him.. wahahahah...

phew.. think i gotta stop here.. going to kl in another few hr time.. my 1st trip there.. with my poly sis may.. hmm.. actually quite excited.. but also abit worried leh.. dunno there safe anot... i ask bb, wat happen if i go liao then no come back? then how? hmm.. realli abit scare sia... so pple, pls pray that both my sister n myself will be fine ok.. n will safely reach sg on 5th night ok.. thank you ah...
tkcare all n if i am back safely, i will blog abt my trip... if not. pls tkgdcare n rem me always... tata